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3 stages of LOVE

“We fall in love with 3 people in our lifetime. Each one for a specific reason. First Love: This love often happens at a young age. You eventually grow apart or call it quits over silly things. When you get older you may look back and think it was not love. But the truth is, it was. It was love for what you knew love to be. Remember: There are different depths of love. Second Love: The hard one. You get hurt in this one. This love teaches us lessons and makes us stronger. This love includes great pain, lies, betrayal, abuse, drama, and damage. But this is the one where we grow. We realize what we love about love and what we don’t love about love. Now, we know the differences between good and bad humans. Now, we become closed, careful, cautious, and considerate. We know exactly what we want and don’t want. Third Love: This one comes blindly. No warning. It creeps on you silently. You don’t go looking for this love. It comes to you. You can put up any wall you want, it will be
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Berapa lama lagi ?

2020 dah nak habis baru muncul semula kat sini 😅 Aku scroll balik semua posting2 yg aku pernah tulis dulu aduhaiii rasa macam malunyaaa xmatangnyaa 🤣 aku malas nak delete sebab ini pun sebahagian diary hidup aku jugak 😌 so kalau ada yg baca or rajin baca sampai post 2012 agaknya, korang mmg awesome 🤩 tapi janganlah judge aku pulak ya 🙃 Semua orang kan ada kisah masing2 💁🏻‍♀️ Actually, aku taktahu nak luah pada siapa and aku rasa nak bercerita.. maybe aku cuma rasa macam ni waktu ni je, akan datang kalau aku baca balik mesti aku rasa bodoh lagi macam aku baca posting dulu2 😂  Lately ni.. aku banyak sangat berfikir.. teringat kisah lama pun ye jugak.. in fact, aku sebenarnya tak boleh lupa pun apa yg pernah jadi dalam hidup aku ni 😖 Sejujurnya aku penat.. aku penat nak fikir benda ni lagi. Bilalah agaknya segala perasaan, ingatan pasal kenangan silam tu nak hilang. Sumpah aku penat sangat. Macam2 cara aku cuba untuk lupakan tapi still benda tu masih ada dalam kepala aku 🥺 Tenta

PEMATAH HATI

              Since lagu pematah hati punya official music video published harini. So, aku pun nak throwback and story tentang "PEMATAH HATI" aku. Diulang, kisah lama. Just throwback, tak sedih pun. Haha. Okay, ready ?  Aku mmg minat dia since first day aku nampak dia. Tp masa tu aku tahu dia ada gf, aku xpernah try approach dia pn & aku pendamkn je prasaan aku. Tp ntah mcm mana lama2 aku boleh bkawan dgn dia & masa tu pulak aku dapat tahu dia dah break dgn gf dia. Bkwn punya bkwn lebih kurang setahun mcm tu sampailah aku rasa dah sampai masa aku bgtahu dia psl perasaan aku. Sehari sebelum new year, aku ajak dia keluar. Pd aku itu lah proper date antara ktorg bdua. Sbelum ni keluar pn setakat lepak2 mcm tu je. Since dia pn xde plan utk new year tu aku pn ajaklah dia keluar. Aku kata, "aku nak akhiri 201* aku dgn kau & mula 201* aku dgn kau" Dia kata dia okay je. Seharian keluar dgn dia, happy tu jgn cakap lah kan. Dah habis sehari keluar sama, time di

Today, I'm choosing myself.

Today, I’m not going to think about you or wonder how you’re doing. I’m going to use that time and think about what I have to do, what I need to accomplish and who I need to be. I’m not going to waste any more time looking at my phone, waiting for a call or a message. I’m not going to waste any more time waiting for you. Today, I’m going to let go of all the thoughts in my head and the heaviness in my heart. Today, I’m going to heal. I’m going to take a walk in the park and not wish you were there with me. I’m going to call my best friend without wishing it was you I was talking to. I’m going to wear that dress that I only wanted to wear for you. Today, I’m doing everything for me. Today, you’re not going to influence any of my decisions. Because it all starts with one day, it starts with a simple decision, it starts with me deciding that I’ve given you enough chances and enough excuses to realize that things should come to an end. It all starts with a decision to heal. It all

"State of happiness in the future" - Rahul Sarraf

Don't be in a hurry to fall in love. Even if they make you an object of mockery because you're single, its better to be single than to be in a relationship of PAINS & SORROW. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, let it go, be gentle on yourself,there is nothing wrong with you, love just did not choose to rest in the other person's heart. Let it go..... In due time, you will know why it never worked out with that person. Always remember that sometimes, we have to ignore what we feel and realize what we deserve. True love  isn't something that is forced, it is something that just happens. Many people are so hungry for love, that they choose to bite the first type of love that they may see, even if it's poisonous. Don't be a fool for love, choose your love wisely. Remember.. It's not about being what everyone wants you to be, it's about being yourself and finding someone who truly loves you for who you are. A