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Note to myself.

Persamaan aku dgn matahari ? Dah tentu2 la xsama tapi kalau dikaitkan dgn metc and rc ni baru aku faham, persamaan aku dgn matahari tu..matahari ada satu je, and kat sini aku pun satu jgk, sorang je perempuan kat sini. Tak kisahlah apa pun maksudnya aku tetap kena positif. Fikir yang positif je sudah, tak payah fikir apa orang lain fikir pasal kita.
Banyak lagi benda yang berfaedah yang boleh dibuat daripada fikir pasal orang lain. Aku kat sini ada tanggungjawab aku sendiri. Pedulikan apa orang nak cakap, nak pandang rendah ke apa, abaikan je lah. 
Hari ni, insyaAllah aku datang dgn semangat yang baru. Berazam untuk berjaya. Satu je lagi. Kena kuat semangat. Ingat balik jasa dan pengorbanan mak dgn abah. Aku tak boleh mengalah, bayangkan perasaan mak dgn abah kalau dorang tahu apa yang berlaku pada aku kat sini. So, just keep calm and be positive. Belajar sungguh2. 

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