3 stages of LOVE

“We fall in love with 3 people in our lifetime. Each one for a specific reason. First Love: This love often happens at a young age. You eventually grow apart or call it quits over silly things. When you get older you may look back and think it was not love. But the truth is, it was. It was love for what you knew love to be. Remember: There are different depths of love. Second Love: The hard one. You get hurt in this one. This love teaches us lessons and makes us stronger. This love includes great pain, lies, betrayal, abuse, drama, and damage. But this is the one where we grow. We realize what we love about love and what we don’t love about love. Now, we know the differences between good and bad humans. Now, we become closed, careful, cautious, and considerate. We know exactly what we want and don’t want. Third Love: This one comes blindly. No warning. It creeps on you silently. You don’t go looking for this love. It comes to you. You can put up any wall you want, it will be broken down. You’ll find yourself caring about that person without trying. They look nothing like your usual crush types, but you get lost in their eyes daily. You see beauty in their imperfections. You hide nothing from them. You want marriage and family with them. You thank the universe for them. You truly love them.” Stage PERTAMA ? Cinta monyet of course  Tp walaupun monyet still berangan kalau boleh get back 藍 Just kidding, yang pertama pun dah kahwin 沈 Stage KEDUA ? Ini yang paling sakit, yang paling siksa untuk dilupakan. In fact, sampai hari ni masih sayang. Walaupun sakit, tapi tetap rindu. Lagi pedih bila ianya muncul kembali selepas beberapa tahun  I miss you, I love you but semua rasa ni tak adil utk kita. You broke me inside, but the love still there. You came back but we can't be together. You asked me to wait but I didn't. I didn't bcoz I dont want her to feel what I felt before. The moment you said, "awak percaya tak kalau saya masih sayangkan awak ?" Hati ni meronta2 nak cakap saya pun masih sayangkan awak tp saya tak nak, tak nak tambah luka di hati sendiri. The moment awak cakap, awak rindu.. saya pun rindu.. tapi tak boleh sebab semuanya dah terlambat. Saya boleh nampak dari mata awak, awak memang ikhlas masih sayang dan cintakan saya tapi kenapa dulu awak langsung tak cuba betulkan keadaan, langsung tak pernah cakap awak sayangkan saya. Saya mmg kecewa, saya cuba maafkan awak tapi tak mampu sebab saya nak dengar perkataan maaf tu dtg dr mulut awak sendiri. Sekarang awak muncul sebab awak cakap awak tak tenang, awak nak minta maaf. Saya susah nak lupakan tapi moga dgn kata maaf tu boleh tenangkan hati kita. Stage KETIGA ? Muncul tiba2, tak pernah suka tak pernah minat, jauh sekali dgn taste kita  Tapi kalau itulah jodoh, moga jodoh kita berkekalan sampai syurga. I love you :)