Mood today..still thinking about the examination..
Why it's too difficult for me to accept it..
I planned and just asked to do the assessment this Wednesday but the instructor was scolded me in front of another instructors..
It was an awkward moment in my life at METC..
She said that we are not ready to do the assessment yet..
She also said that this is the last chance for us to sit for the exam..
We will be terminate if we are not going to make it or in other words..if we failed again..
Oh Allah..please help me..I need you..I know you are always be with me..
Please make me more stronger to face this situation..
I don't want to break my parent's heart..
They really hope that I will success in this industry..
How can I go through if I have stranded at the beginning..
I don't know what things that always block my way to move forward..
I want success in what ever I want to do..
I just have to trust my self..I can do it..
I need to build up my confidence..
If I think I can..For sure I can..
I just need others support..
I will never break my parents' heart..
I love them so much..